| Trainer's Report |
Subject Id: 178
Session Id: 5363
Goals- Squat and recite the goals:
- Identity and suffering
Rules- 1. Sir, thank you Sir.
- 2. Control nervous laughter
- 3. Orgasm ONLY when in suffering
- 4. face and eye alignment
Conduct Rating: +3 Demerits
How To Punish- subject understands that the implement is less important than the intent.
- cane
- humiliating mouth slapping
- made to stand in high heels
How To Reward- Hoods, Breath-play, Orgasms
FearsTrainer's Gambit- The first thing is to pay her debt.
- She owes us for her demerit.
- Offer a gambit: 5 successful minutes w/ the whip in exchange for for 3 merits.
- Failure earns her a day of punishment.
Core Skills In suffering Management- The lessons Whip
- 'Sir, please hurt me Sir.'
Identify Criterion For Skills Assessment- Successful suffering management is:
- Regular Breathing
- No Sweating
- Actively participating, Present
- Progressively take more
- Failure is:
- Not actively engaged
- Non-responsive
| Psychological Elements
Hypothesis- Old associations of submission with a meek, weaker former self block current reaches into slavehood, manifesting as symptoms of reactance and frustration and causing a confusing inner struggle.
- Reactance: 'an emotional reaction in direct contradiction to rules or regulations that threaten or eliminate specific behavioral freedoms.'
- Is it possible that the decision to relinquish one's authority can be considered a 'free behavior'?
Psych Assessment- Who is she and what is she good for?
- (given in her order, under duress)
- taking suffering
- licking dick
- fucking
- taking orders
- cleaning up mess
- to look at
- enduring
licking- Cannot keep hands off the dick
- Adequate technique, naughty lips
Masturbation- Bound in painful position
- Ordered to masturbate
- Suffers beautifully
Fucking- Shaved cunt
- naughty and responsive
- Slow to orgasm
- Takes a hard poundng well
tasks- Proprioception: definition
- Gayle Rubins: bio
- Paul Gebhard (1969)
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Posted by Maria on: April 17, 2009
